Book of Qualities-Patience

Patience is kind, and it would be easy to think she is matronly, but not the way you would think. Patience is frequently agitated. She is agitated by a too-cold wind on her cheek and by the person behind her on the bus who is smacking their gum. Patience hates slow walkers and miscommunication. She is irate when people do not do the things they said they would. Patience feels all these things, yet she walks with an air of calm. Patience feels all these things, and she mulls them over in her head. Over….and over….and then not again. She lets them walk through her mind, and then float away without leaving a footprint. She sees the guy at the front of the line at the bank, yelling at the teller over something this poor girl clearly has no control over, and she is unbothered by his rage. She understands the man’s frustration. He had been waiting in an awfully long line, and being told no, especially after being in this line of angry customers, is so horribly frustrating. She understands his rage, but she does not rage with him or at him. She knows that it does not concern her, and people are people. They do not rage and make a long line longer for the fun of it. They also experience the frustration of a no, or the betrayal of a friend who does not make good on their promises, or the stupidity of not being clear when you converse, or the anxiety brewed from being behind slow walkers, or the disgust of the gum chewing, or the discomfort of the wind. And yet, the wind just blows, and the bus is dull without a piece of gum to chew on, slow walkers are enjoying their journey, and we are all doing our best to find the right words when there are so many to choose from.

Author: katie

Posted On: 2025-12-04

Love 🤪

💛-This is the best heart you can receive from me; it’s my favorite. A yellow heart means my heart is bursting, glowing. I am happy and in love. 🩷-Pink is arguable my go-to heart. It is representative of gentle, sweet love for you. 🤍-This is traditionally my standard goodnight heart. It is denotative of sweet dreams and a cuddly, cozy type of love. 🩶-Newly introduced. The grey heart is cool, chill, and relaxed. I use it for check-ins, it’s representative of constant love, that I love you and I’m thinking about you even when other things are happening. 💕-Sending love or thinking about you I don’t know what love is, and I don’t have an adequate explanation for it. But I can provide some silly musings. A lot of what I learned about love came from my first group of babies. Love became the essence of knowing and responding to one another. An expression of love was an expression of gratitude, a way to say thank you. Love is futile if not given, and so we have to give out our love in order to burst with it and not from it. We give it through hugs, through words, through a shoulder to cry on, through crying on a shoulder, through understanding a glint in the eyes, through reflecting that glint, through the trust we give, and through a silly heart emoji.

Author: katie

Posted On: 2025-08-09

The Road

When he woke in the woods in the dark and the cold of the night he'd reach out to touch the child sleeping beside him.

Author: austin

Posted On: 2025-05-21